00:25
10/29/2010
so slowly I'm getting really nervous.
What up now emotionally than a pretty dull has "nothing" and set "normal joa halt" starts slowly but almost certain to turn into panic.
seven months a bed, not a full fridge, no quiet days for Gammel is all alone, just lying in bed and watch a movie after another, no mom to cry.
What was I thinking??!
I'm unnerved to the bitter end and just want to bed, but let me stress not let go, that I forgot 1000 things to the next, that is, first and lonely days, rather bleak, nerve-wrecking and scary and are I will be at the other end of the world, not even grade again clear to go home because it is not be so great.
, I know pretty cool da ne time comes up to me and I am completely convinced that the sometimes the best time of my life, especially since I will already have this dream since elementary school.
Nevertheless, it is hard to let go of the familiar and safe.
lot harder than I thought!
So now I'll get tired, but knowing that I will not close my eyes to go to bed with my little ones to watch one last film.
Loud "last time" sucks!
To all who were there yesterday (it was great to see you all again) and have not done all this, you missing me already!
a great feeling to have such good friends and such a great family.
have I never known how to appreciate this more than just at the moment. can
I keep you updated as often as I do.
bye her rabbit!
your frightened and all at once but nothing around so brave blonde;)
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